When you find someone that you love yet you can't be with what do you do?

Do you break the rules and be with them?
Do you Lock your feelings up and continue being friends?
Or do you tell them your feelings and break the friend ship that you have?

I don't know why these questions have been on repeat in my head, but they have brought a lot of feelings that I didn't even know exist. I know I love this one guy and I have cried multiple times today over him. I thought I will keep him as a close friend that will work but unfortunately that didn't work and the feelings are still there.
So how would you deal with this? Live everyday knowing these feelings but ignoring them and putting up a shield so they don't get out? Or living with them and acknowledge them and letting your heart break a little more every day?

Hey long time since I have blogged. School being the blame. a lot has happened since I last blogged. Many people have come and gone in my life but I wouldn't have it any other way. If my life didn't change I would be the person I am today and I have the people who come and gone and who remain could constant in my life to thank for that. Time has changed last time I blogged I was on a computer now im on my phone. Technology has changed rapidly, people that I have known for most of my life have changed.  It's amazing when you look back or see an old friend and you notice how much you have changed, it's scary. I will try and continue blogging like I use to.

Family means nobody gets left behind
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