Can't Help Falling in Love with you

How do you tell someone you love them? Say its the end of the world you would gladly run up to the person you love and scream it at the top of your lungs, but why would we do that? Why can't we just say it now? why does it have to be at the right moment and why do people think its awkward when its not?
If you truly love some one you should be your self embrassing moments and all :) and just tell them

I L0VE Y0U

Changes

Everyone changes right? We all grow up. but do you think if we could we could change back. Go back in time with out a time machine, if that were possible. i just want to go back to when we were kids when nothing was wrong when you had nothing to worry about besides losing your doll. But now you have heaps more to worry about. you worry about whether or not you friend should be drinking that red drink before bed or more serious things like your family and losing your friends. i admit i have changed a lot. When i was in year 7 i was still friends with everyone at home and you still have that primary school crush. Im now in year 10 almost finished high school, yeah it went quick! well now im in year 10 i have an amazing boyfriend who i would do anything for whom i love and incredible friends who get every lame joke i say and i couldn't be happier. I've changed and i never notice how much i have changed until i step back. Yes sometimes i want to go back where we had nothing else to worry besides your doll, but i guess we grow up and we can't stop that.

Family means nobody gets left behind
                           Or forgotten

Aloha, Ohana

Ohana

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLd40ddnN7c

Over Reacting... Just a Little Bit

Okay do you ever think that you are just over reacting just a tiny little bit? Like you need to over react to get your point accross? Thats what i have been feeling like lately. Like trying to tell a friend that she will be fine over and over again. Or telling your mum that you are 15 and are old enough to go to the city by your self. Like you are always saying it, it just doesn't get through their thick head argh.... its so annoying!

Family means nobody gets left behind
                         Or forgotten

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When the day feels like a year, when its been a second and feels like years and with out him it feels like life times

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How love can both hurt you and make you feel as happy as you can be. when you just want to be with the person you love and tell them that it will be all okay when the world is falling apart around you.

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When you give everyone around you a thousand and one chances and when it comes to you they dont even give you a single chance

Love

you know how you love someone so much that all you want for them is to be happy even if it means you out of the picture hurt , can't move or think. When you stay up waiting for that special person to reply with the three words that get said so much but you want to hear more of. The three words when he says it , it lights up your day everyhting bad goes away. And when he doesn't reply you stay wake crying just wishing he was there. When you are lying in your bed can barely move can barely breathe or think. With the one thing on your mind, him. All the fun times you had together all the times he held you and you felt safe from everything everyone including your self. When the world stops and its just the two of you and he is looking at you and your looking at him. And you look in his eyes and see what he is feels about you, the same way you feel about him.

I Love You xx

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When everything comes crashing down then there is a person that helps you through it even though you feel like they are againist you too but they are actually there to help you. Sometimes your so blind even to the people you love.

I Miss You

Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight


Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head
I miss you miss you :)

That one song that when you listen to it only one person is in your head The one you can't live without xx

Old Stuff

This Flower is a symbol of our friendship,
Sometimes we go through rough stages,
But the petals will always grow back xx

This tree shows how strong our friendship is
Sometimes we go through stages when we are friends no more
But the roots will stand strong
And the leaves will grow back
And we shall be friends once more xx

When I see this symbol
I think of you
And when you say it
My heart would be racing
Until the day I say 'I Do'
I will always think of you
And how my heart would be racing
When ever you say I Love You xx

Life is hard . We don't know what to expect of it  It is a journey that some don't want to take, but we have to. We never know what is in front of us. Sometimes things come along slowly others faster then the speed of light. Life is unpredictable, we have to be ready for anything. And things can just vanish in a blink of an eye. We have to forget the past, forget everything bad. Think about the future when it comes along and focus on the present. Life is a Surprise things jump out at you at random times & we don't know what is happening or why it is happening. We sometimes wish that life can just pause at the most happiest moments, but we can't . We can't stay Young forever, we grow up and then live life to the full xx 
Life changes, sometimes the changes can be both good and bad. We never know when life is going to change, but when it comes along we don't know what to do, even if we had planned for it. People try to live life without change, but the truth is Like a beach, everyone's life changes everyday even if it's a small or big change, the decision we make will be with us forever xx

You Don't know What you have

Until you have lost it....

  Love is hard, you don't know what it is. To me it is something that you are happy about, but at the same time sad that one day it can just fall from underneath you. It is something that can brake your heart, but at the same time heal it and make it stronger. Love is like a war, sometimes you win and you feel on top of the world, but other times when you lose and you are heart broken and you don't know what to do, all you have to do is keep your hopes and your head up high and remember that love is always waiting around the corner and the perfect guy is out there some where xx

Old Stuff- friends

The next couple of blogs are going to be stuff i wrote ages ago so sorry if its a little :S

Friends are for life. All friends even if they are boy or girl, younger, older or the same age, you still love them, they help you through hard times, they have our backs, & they never let us down. Friends are some thing you want to keep, friends are for life and you want to keep them for as long as you can. xx

So a couple years from that am i any better?? :)

Family no body gets left behind
                     Or Forgotten

Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride XD

There's no place I'd rather be
Then on my surfboard out at sea
Lingering in the ocean blue
And If I had one wish come true
I'd surf till the sun sets
Beyond the horizon  :D

A song you can always (well try to) sing along with, And a song that will always make you smile :)
Lilo and Stitch-Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride

Hey everyone :) we always ask why we do things? why did this happen? why did I have such a good day? Or Why did I end up with the most beautiful and kind guy in the world? We ask why a lot, but why? :) We always blame ourselves when it isn't all our fault even when it's not our fault at all. We always ask why is this happening? Why now? Why me? Here is something why don't we stop asking questions and just go with the flow. Why do we always have to worry about everyone and everything. If one little thing goes wrong why do we worry. Why do we worry cause in the end if it turns out right why did we have to work ourselves up and if it doesn't turn out right then what is the use of worrying when it isn't need. Why do we question life? Why do we question ourselves? Why can't we just let live continue on, and enjoy the ride. Just be happy with our friends, our family, & our lives.

Family means nobody gets left behind
                          Or Forgotten

Grudges

Why do people judge each other? and friends especially. Why do people need to feel like they are the centre of the world, that it's there world and we just live in it? They need to realise that they aren't the only people in the world. And they aren't the only one that have problems or are the only person getting hurt. The need to realise That they need to realise that they are hurting a lot of people around them that care about them very much. That if they hold grudges, they need to realise sooner or later that is all they are going to have. If they hold grudges they will push away the people that care about them. And sometimes they can lose themselves. They can either notice what they are doing and realise that they are not the centre of the world and be able to keep their friends and realise that their life is great the way it is OR they can continue on doing what they are doing and end up with no one. They just need to realise that holding grudges hurts a lot of people inculding themselves.

Family means nobody gets left behind
                               Or Forgotten

Lost in the World

Have you ever felt like your alone in the world? Where you have everything, your happy then suddenly it's like you have hit a wall. It feels like everyone close to are so far away. You have no one to talk to and you don't realise that everyone are close to you, you just can't reach out to them. And it feels like no one cares about you. You feel alone in the world. Until someone does something amazing for you, it pulls you out of the trance. And you feel so free, like you can do everything. And you think of that person as a hero, like you feel like they just save your life. Like your hiding for awhile then this person finds you, when everyone else wasn't look for you. You feel relived you feel happy again. :D They remind you that your not alone in the world that you have several people around you that care about you, and love you.

Family means nobody gets left behind
                               Or Forgotten

Stars

Hi again :) ever wonder whether there are other plants, like earth, in other solar systems? Like we aren't alone? Have you ever looked up at the stars and realized how small you are compared to the universe? Realizing how small you are compared to other things can be scary. Sometimes you feel so big, like you have control over your life. Then at night time, most beautiful sight ever, you look up at the stars and you feel so small. You feel like something bigger is out there then you.  Have you ever felt like some one was watching you. Like your staring up into the sky at the stars at some thing so beautiful and it felt like someone was staring right back at you. Like they were looking at you, studying you, like they were trying to figure out what was going on in that head of yours. Stars a beautiful sight to man a yet they teach us so much they make us feel different, but the same. :D

Family means nobody gets left behind
                             Or Forgotten

New Ways

Hi first blog not quite sure what to do but i will work it out, everything always works out either good or bad but everything happens for a reason. Thats what i believe. Everything happens for a reason the good, the bad and the things that just dont make sense. Sometimes it can open up new doors, new paths that we might not choose to take, but sometimes we don't even know when we walk past a new path, but sometimes we back track and find all the doors that have open up in our lives. Sometimes it is no longer open, but others will stay open forever. So everything always works out, good or bad but it happens for a reason. Things can open new doors that we don't know that are open, but if we keep our eyes open and look out for signs, i'm sure that we cannot miss any new paths that we wish to take. So how's that for my first blog? :D

Family means nobody gets left behind,
                              or Forgotten