Traveling abroad

Hiya,
So last time I posted I was still in High School. Well believe it or not, I have been out of high school for a year and have been living in the UK. The year is almost up and I have been to so many amazing places and met so many new friends!  I only have a couple more days before I head off to Russia, which I cannot wait for! I hope everything is going well for everyone. 
Family means nobody gets left behind
                    Or forgotten

When you find someone that you love yet you can't be with what do you do?

Do you break the rules and be with them?
Do you Lock your feelings up and continue being friends?
Or do you tell them your feelings and break the friend ship that you have?

I don't know why these questions have been on repeat in my head, but they have brought a lot of feelings that I didn't even know exist. I know I love this one guy and I have cried multiple times today over him. I thought I will keep him as a close friend that will work but unfortunately that didn't work and the feelings are still there.
So how would you deal with this? Live everyday knowing these feelings but ignoring them and putting up a shield so they don't get out? Or living with them and acknowledge them and letting your heart break a little more every day?

Hey long time since I have blogged. School being the blame. a lot has happened since I last blogged. Many people have come and gone in my life but I wouldn't have it any other way. If my life didn't change I would be the person I am today and I have the people who come and gone and who remain could constant in my life to thank for that. Time has changed last time I blogged I was on a computer now im on my phone. Technology has changed rapidly, people that I have known for most of my life have changed.  It's amazing when you look back or see an old friend and you notice how much you have changed, it's scary. I will try and continue blogging like I use to.

Family means nobody gets left behind
                                          Or forgotten

Angels

I believe in Angels. I know everyone has a guardian Angel, we have someone that is always watching over us right? Even though you were alone, there was always some one there. Angels help us through the hard times, they give us that push that we need to keep on going. Do you think that we can see Angels? I know I see and talk to them everyday. They are there when I need help. They cover my back and I cover theirs. My friends and family are my Angels, and I know my Guardian Angel won't let anything happen to me. And I love him for that. I know life can be hard but my Angels and Guardian Angel are always there when I need them most and I say thank you for everything my family and friends have done for me. :) I love you <3

Can't Help Falling in Love with you

How do you tell someone you love them? Say its the end of the world you would gladly run up to the person you love and scream it at the top of your lungs, but why would we do that? Why can't we just say it now? why does it have to be at the right moment and why do people think its awkward when its not?
If you truly love some one you should be your self embrassing moments and all :) and just tell them

I L0VE Y0U

Changes

Everyone changes right? We all grow up. but do you think if we could we could change back. Go back in time with out a time machine, if that were possible. i just want to go back to when we were kids when nothing was wrong when you had nothing to worry about besides losing your doll. But now you have heaps more to worry about. you worry about whether or not you friend should be drinking that red drink before bed or more serious things like your family and losing your friends. i admit i have changed a lot. When i was in year 7 i was still friends with everyone at home and you still have that primary school crush. Im now in year 10 almost finished high school, yeah it went quick! well now im in year 10 i have an amazing boyfriend who i would do anything for whom i love and incredible friends who get every lame joke i say and i couldn't be happier. I've changed and i never notice how much i have changed until i step back. Yes sometimes i want to go back where we had nothing else to worry besides your doll, but i guess we grow up and we can't stop that.

Family means nobody gets left behind
                           Or forgotten